I really haven’t blogged in a while. Just got caught up in daily rigmarole of college and work. It’s been a disappointing front on most facets of life. So much for finding love or sex, both are elusive as ever. Swimming has becoming a chore with not much of a progression and plus the fact that I don’t go in other than the lessons to practice. The main reasons being it’s not easy to go into a pool when everyone else can swim and your just splashing about like a, excuse the phrase, fish out of water and I’ve gotten used to wearing the briefs that I categorically refuse to go back to the trunks. It’s more secure.
That has been a downer, but it’s not just the issue of being ridiculed or feeling self conscious that’s causing it. The fact that I have to run around from college to a martial arts class back to college then finally to the aquatic center, leaves me physically and sometimes mentally drained.
Everything kind of piles up. Been to a Halloween ball from college and it wasn’t all that great. I didn’t have a costume and didn’t even get to dance. It’s been a while since I’ve danced. Back to work tomorrow, sort everything sorts itself out soon. Time for bed.
